_wish for you on a falling star_

india trip part2

2006-01-31T12:28:00.000+08:00

all the daes jumble up my head..haha

on new years eve..
we went to town..we bought cakes, toys, food n lots of stuffs..we also bought firewerks..
de shop is superb..everi firewerks is dere..we spend aboud 3000rupees on firewerks..
we had to prepare the formation..sum of the group prepare a dancing performance..it wuz so hard..

at our dometry, dats where we celebrated new yr sg tym..slice the cake..we took videos at most of the event..mr anthony gaves everi guy a hug..haha..den its tym to prepare the firewerks..i ask my friend to capure the firewerks in video wif my cam..got it bt i accidentalli delete the video..i wuz soooo fed up wif myself..argghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the fire werks is beautiful..

after the event, the place turns havoc..bombs were thrown everiwhere..one of the bomb landed beside me n i fell dwn to the sound of the explosion..it wuz fucking loud..my friend, hariz, wuz the worse..bomb exploded in his hand..lucki he didnt lose his hand..lot of bleeding..kesian sey...

teacher sent him to the hospital..we waited for him in our dometry..luckili he wuz fine....

we went to the former minister of edu's hse..he wus a joker..haha..mr anthony talk serious bt the minister wuz like yeah2..haha..he sings..he picks most our friends to show their talents..lucki i didnt kena..haha..den the minister showed is the bakyard..where he kept lots of cows n ducks..the duck is sooo cute..haha..shit were all over..so stinki..haha..

ouh yah..i forgt to mention wen we were on the wae to the minister's hse..we tuk a jeep..
we were nearli hit a bus during a turn..thank God..

de dae wen we're leaving, we have a trip to the mountains..sum didnt go..
we went to the highest peak..dere is a hse on top..sun is shining hot bt all u cn feel is the cold wind..so nice..the view is superb..

wen we got back..we rush..take a shower..den went to the orphanage..had a ceremoni where dey give us a memento..mr yoshi cried while gaving the speech..most of the ppl cried wen we were leaving..we all were sad..most of the kids want our add and email add..we gave the kids hugs..

i realli miss them..dere were lyke famili to us..i wish one dae we all get to visit them..

india trip part1

2006-01-31T12:05:00.000+08:00

sori for nt blogging in..i wrote most of it in the journal..i'll tell u the highlights..

on the 26 dec 2005..
At the airport..spend tym wif family b4 we check in our luggage..after checkin in, we have half an hour to spend tym wif our family..me, ayg n my famili went to eat at bk..i shared a meal wif ayg..
after dat we have to go in alreadi..after on board the plan, i wuz a bit jakon..haha..my furst tym on a plane..hehe..i sat on the middle seat..the journey took 4hrs n 30mins..it wuz so damn bored..when we were aboud to reach cochin airport, my friends n i kept the silk air pillow n blanket in our bag in case the bed over dere is uncomfortable..i didnt remember wad tym we reached..we take our luggage..one of our friends, ai nah, lost her bag..went to report it..den after dat, we met the person dats running the orphanage..den we place our bags at the truck..took a van..2hr to reach the hm frm the airport..halfwae we stop to wait for the others..we were fast..haha..we took pics..smoke for a while...den drive again..dere wuz no street lamps..the roads got lots of winding..gives us a headache..haha..

wen we reached, we were given dinner..den head back to our dometry..slept at around 4..
the furst 3 daes we didnt do ani werk..went to town to buy wad we nid..the price is sooooo cheap..the ppl outdere stare at us one kind..few daes over dere alreadi made us adapt to da place..i miss the orphanage..

we have to build the fence..flatten the ground..fence is nt made of metal..just plain bricks..solid heavy bricks..fuckin heavi..had to carry it almost everidae..have to clear the big rocks..

one of the dae, we went a whole dae trip for sight seeing..we went to the mountain..dere wuz a chapel on top of the mountain..we took alot of pics..i saw one statue..it wuz on the ground..a statue of a whale n a prophet on the whale's mouth..i cudn remember the prophet's name..Islam have a story boud dat prophet..

den we went to a dam or damp..wen we got dwn de bus, i quickly snap a photo..we werent allowed to take photos..bt luckily i snap quickli..haha

after dat the othe half(bus) went home alreadi..the ones who is wif us were lucki..we get the chance to see the other school..dey were more in2 sports..den went home..sum of our friends were sick after dat trip..

2006-01-29T13:21:00.000+08:00

muahahax!! gong xi fa cai!! i love mi next door neighbour!! why? because they gave us ferrero rocher!! 24 beautifully golden pieces uf them!! wee~ love them.. muahahax..

its really saddening to see everybody else buying plain white or black school shoes. so, i decided to cheer miself up by buying a pair uf school shoes miself!! beautiful, no?

finally downloaded this photo editor thingamajig. its pretty cool. did this one. its weird lahhs. but i thought everything about it looks pretty.

blah blah blah. nutink much today. i think ayienz's going on her lala-land. hope she's having fun. im bored!! pfft~

2006-01-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

no pictures today cause im in school. eeyupps. school's started. dragged mi lazy ass out uf bed at 0630 hrs. strange how i can wake up at 0500 hrs and not complain, and yet today, i begged to be given another five minutes uf shut-eye. i finish at five by the way. so now im on a FIVE hours break coz mi next class starts at 1500 hrs. so, guess i'll blog about what's been going on the past few days.

somebody from kfc messaged mi. he asked if i still remember him. i looked at the number. nope. didnt have his number in my card. then i thought, what if its HIM? that freek from kfc? but his last four numbers are 2003. this one's different. ouh, and let it be known that what i type in regards to what he sent mi are word for word.

16/1/2006
mi: no.
freek: aku nasri la budak kfc jurong point dulu tak kan tak kenal kau apa khabar skarang dah masuk poly ke belum

i wuz thinking, what the PHUCK?! "tak kan tak kenal"?! bloody hell. he'd changed his handphone number and then expect mi to automatically recognise the new number as his.

mi: ouh. ade ape?
no reply. at around1208 am, he messaged.

17/1/2006
freek: sorry aku tertido aku skarang keje dekat club rouge sebagai clubbing director kau macam mana skarang
mi: kau keje club? asal kau keje kat club pulak?
freek: aku keje club pasal matair aku keje sana ok asal kau tanya

i didnt bother to reply.

ouh and just so you know, asal kau tanya is his favourite phrase and ok is his favourite word. he called mi house at 11-something at night. why does he even bother to keep mi numbers?! talked about the usual stuffs you talk wif freeks. he asked mi how old i am. when i said 17, he didnt believe mi. he asked how old wuz i last year when i furst started working at kfc, and i said 16. then he said i should be 18 by now. what the phuck? do you think i wouldnt know how old i am?

freek: you, 1 august, you free tak?
mi: 1 august? tu tuesday kan? tak ah. aku sekolah. ade ape?
freek: 1 august tuesday? u biar betik! check betul2 lah
mi: 1 august tuesday lah. asal dengan kau?
freek: ekh! 1 august pulak. sori sori, 1 september lah.
mi: september? entah. asal?
freek: tak, 1 september aku nye burfdae. ingat nak ajak you keluar gi makan-makan. kau ingat kak aida dengan kak mu? diorang pun ikut
mi: erm, keluar dengan orang kfc? tak nak ah. aku mane rapat sangat dengan diorang seh.
freek: alah, pegi je ah. kalau tak, nanti aku sorang lelaki seh.

there is so many things that's wrong wif that conversation. furstly, he's making plans waaayyy in advance. how would i know if im free in september or not? i dun even know what im doing next week, other than school. second, what idiot doesnt remember his own burfdae, you tell mi. he cant even remember the month uf his burfdae, nak sibuk sibuk kate umur aku 18. pfft~ thirdly, kalau tak, nanti aku sorang lelaki? what the hell? so, if i dun go, you'll be the only guy among two girls. if i go, then you wont be the only guy. are you implying that im a guy? what the freeking fruck!!!

then he said he has to hang up, but that he'll call back later. instead, he messaged.
freek: girl sorry ok besok kalau ada apa apa aku sms kau ok good nite girl aku nak tido pasal aku keje pagi masuk pukul 8 pagi sampai 4 pagi dekat clubbing

i didnt reply. at around one sumtink, he messaged again.
freek: i boleh main sms dengan u tak skejap je

ouhkaez. didnt bother to reply to that one. clubbing director? eight am to four am? who is he trying to kid? if he is trying to impress mi wif what a busy guy he is, he's failing. im more impressed wif what big a lie he's trying to pull off. he didnt message mi much during the next two days.

20/1/2006
mi and mi guy went to kfc. saw him. mi guy messaged the freek. or rather natasha did. mi guy pretended to be natasha. he messaged the freek asking if is this nasri yang keje kfc. the freek replied saying ya. then the freek asked dari mane natasha(mi guy) got the number from, asking who this is. the normal curious question lahhs.

mi guy didnt reply. if memory serves mi right, i think the freek called up mi guy. and when mi guy wouldnt pick up, the freek messaged: kalau you nak kenal2 dengan i, you call i ah. mi guy didnt reply. at night, mi and mi guy met up. mi guy kate, the freek messaged die lagi. one uf the things i remembered wuz this..

mi guy/natasha: you ade matair tak?
freek: tak

mi: kau ade matair tak?
freek: aku baru break dengan matair aku asal kau tanya

five minutes later..
freek: nak trap aku agak agak sikit kau ingat aku bodoh macam kau ke jangan ingat aku bodoh ok aku nampak kau kat kfc dengan matair kau
mi: trap? ape kau mrapek? memang lah aku ade kat kfc dengan matair aku. asal kau macam marah je? (i know how to play mi innocent card, ouhkaez.)
freek: abih asal kau tanya aku ada matair ke tidak apa maksud kau
he believed mi!! he thought i didnt have anitink to do wif natasha!! who's the stupid one now? aniwaez, showed mi guy the message. he said, that the freek probably thought i wanted to sound him or sumtink. as if.

at 2348 hrs..
freek: tolong jangan kacau aku lagi ok aku tak suka orang jaga tepi kain aku ok ada paham

erm.. sape yang messaged sape dulu? sape yang, kalau aku tak reply, die messaged lagi dah tu call handphone aku sampai aku reply?

mi: (step innocent) huh? jage tepi kain? asal marah pulak?
no reply.

at 0027 hrs 21/1/2006
freek: etah entah kau tak yang jadi natasha pakai handphone matair kau yang message aku tadi masa kat kfc tadi kan cakap betul betul
mi: nope. bukan aku. (well, it is true. in a twisted sort uf way)
freek: betul ke aku macam tak percaya je
mi: tak pecaye sudah
freek: confirm bukan kau
mi: confirm
freek: aku dah boring sampai matair aku tanya sapa natasha
mi: kau kate kau dah break.
freek: yela pasal pompuan yang bernama natasha sampai matair aku nak break ngan aku abih apa aku nak buat skarang
mi: kau tanye aku uat pe? mane aku tau.
freek: aku tengok kau skarang makin lawa pulak
mi: ...

apparently, after that, he messaged natasha. from mi guy to mi..
mi guy: he's forcing me to kol him.. told him i use prepaid n hv no hse phone.. he said he nid 2 ask sumtink impt.. n he ask hw i knew where he werk.. he said he'll wait till i call..

muahahax!! aniwaez. went to sleep after that drama. woke up to a message from.. THE FREEK.
freek: girl kau tengah buat apa skarang aku ada perkara penting nak bilang kau tau
mi: ape die?
freek: die masih kacau aku lagi tu budak natasha
mi: so?

yesterday, i messaged him asking if did natashe messaged him today. he said, aku agak tak ada. ye elehs. tak kan die tak tau kan. at around nine sumtink at night, he called.
freek: si natasha tu baru je messaged dengan call aku.
mi to mi guy: you ade message die tak?
mi guy: abang satu hari tak message die.
mi to freek: abeh?
freek: aku kate dengan die jangan ganggu aku lagi. lepas tu, die dah tak message aku lagi.

to summarise the whole story, the freek's one big fat liar. he lied about work and relationships and about natasha.

work: he said he's working as a clubbing director at club rouge. he's only 19. arent you supposed to be waayyy older before you can become the clubbing director? and besides, if he's a clubbing director, the pay must be good, right? why then, would he even bother to work at kfc? he told mi the manager called him back. why would the manager call HIM back? he wuz fired before mi very eyes due to not showing up for work when he's supposed to. he is the least likely candidate to be called back to work. and how can a person last working at kfc during the day and at the club during the night? and why would he need to work at club rouge at 8 am? what club opens in the morning?

relationships: he told mi at the beginning that he worked at club rouge because his girlfriend's working there. he told mi guy/natasha that he duzn have a girlfriend and he told mi die aru break dengan matair die. these two things happened within the same day. mi guy thinks that the freek duzn have a matair. i think so too.

natasha: he says that natasha's disturbing him by calling and messaging. but natasha didnt. mi guy didnt. the freek did. the freek wuz the one who messaged mi guy. the freek wuz the one who keeps calling mi guy, believing him to be natasha. yesterday, he should never have called mi to tell mi that natasha just messaged him. coz natasha wuz busy wif his handphone. natasha wuz busy sending things via bluetooth to the group.

things he should regret? contacting mi again.
his biggest mistake? blatantly lying to mi.
the truth will always resurface. especially if you have a devious mind like mi.

ouh what a tangled web we weave, when furst we practice to deceive..

2006-01-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

have you ever had one uf those times when all you needed wuz a simple hug to make things seem better? have you ever had one uf those moments when a little kiss can make the world a little brighter? but when you didnt get that hug, that kiss, do you just feel like breaking down because everything just feels so hard?

have you ever had one uf those days when you thought that everything wuz gonna be ok and the next minute you just fall apart? have you ever found yourself wishing that you'd meet a terrible accident so people will pay more attention to you? have you ever felt like causing yourself physical harm so that the pain you're feeling inside will be overshadowed by it?

well then, welcome to mi world. life is just full uf crap. need some love. tender loving care. anyone know where i can get some? mi current supply is ending.

kay lahhs. wanna read a book.

2006-01-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

2006-01-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

today completely slipped mi mind. it wuzn until he messaged mi that i remembered.

HAPPY 13TH MONTHS!!!

sweet uf him to message. wish he would call though. so, he said he's got good news and bad news. the bad news is he'll reach singapore only at around eleven this tuesday. the good news is, he's bought mi gifts!!! yay!! he said he's sure that i'll like it. hmm.. you think you know mi so well? we'll hafta see about that, won't we?

and he's happy that he's finally found the taj mahal in marble thing that he thinks his dad wants. hope he remembers to bring sumtink back for his mum, kak ina, abg aidil and nurin.

i thought it wuz bad enough that it rains everyday. i complained when it wuz cold and im outside wif no sweater. i whined about the fact that he wuzn there for mi to cuddle up wif in this cold weather. i made a lot uf ruckus for nutink because this past week cannot compare to today. its been raining the whole day!!!! i've only had two epok2 sardine and five grapes. mum didnt cook anitink coz she and dad had already eaten outside when they went to the market. and im still waiting for the rain to stop so that i can go to the market and buy sumtink for mi to eat. im hungry, im starving and im too lazy to cook mi own meal.

urgh~ the rain had actually lightened a little. and just when i thought that this wuz it, its finally going to stop, it rains even harder. its a good thing he's not here aniway. there's no way we can celebrate the anniversary wif the rain.

2006-01-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

letters to you..

woot woots!!! do you like the blogskin i made, ayg? i love it!! it may not be purr-fect, but at least i can call it ours. wahahax!! i dun know what's wrong wif the music. i think iwebtunes is either closed or there's sumtink wrong wif the web. and i dun know where else to look for music!!

so bored. did some quizzes.

in what's your cinderella story, mi result is that i get to kiss the prince. apparently, i dun need the elegant dress, the fancy hair or the glass slippers. im a romantic soul who just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend and a real prince. but ultimately, i'll know that home is where the heart is. which is probably the reason why i surround miself wif good friends i can take care uf and laugh wif--friends who will do the same for mi. hahax. will you, ayienz and buzz? urk~ but it seems like that duzn keep mi from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. yeahhs. i do that a lot. its not that i dun have mi feet firmly planted on the ground. its just that im not afraid to shoot high. whatever that means. or wish upon a shooting star. ouh ouhkaez. now i understand, bleurgh~ so im supposed to keep reaching for mi goals. and the website calls mi cinderella!! gosh!! hahax. lame, i know. if i do, mi happily ever after cant be far away. and you can seal that wif a kiss. hmm. been there. done them both. hahax.

so next is what's mi tragic love story. mi love story is meant-to-be. yay!! as luck would have it, mi love life seems to be written in the heavens. whether i fall in love at furst sight or keep running into each other everywhere i went, it looks like mi and mi sweetie, that's you, ayg, were meant for each other. hooray!! so, romantic and starry-eyed, i believe in the clutch uf love that's been cast upon us both. erm~ aint too sure about that one. but more than that, its mi strong will and unwavering hopefullness that'll make sure mi and mi honey continues as a match made in heaven, no matter what twists and turns lady luck throws mi way. uh-oh. that means we're stuck wif each other for a very long time, ayg.

next is to find out if is it time for us to break up. according to the result, im at a doomed low. which means that we are not at risk for a breakup at the moment. do others think that our relationship makes them feel sick? i dun know. but if it does, im supposed to ignore them because they're just jealous uf what seems to be the perfect relationship. according to the result, im wasting mi time doing this test. that im supposed to be wif mi ayg, taking advantage uf the passion that's still in full-force. how to?! he's in INDIA!! on a more serious note, the respect and admiration that we have for each other makes our relationship a rare find. not only do we feel a strong romantic connection, but we're also extremely close friends. are we, ayg? those are supposed to be a wonderful combination. and the result end wif them congratulating mi and telling mi to go enjoy the love that i've found. once again, i find miself tediously repeating miself. how to enjoy the love?! he's in INDI-FUCKING-YA!!

last but not least, have i found mi mr right. i have!! because im ready for a family. erm~ not so sure about that one. in the process uf a relationship, i've figured out who i am and what i want. yeahhs. im lyz and i want mi rydz!! and now im going after it wif a great guy who wants a family as much as i do. is that true, ayg? it sounds like we're both ready to settle down and start our own family traditions. right. gimme like about another seven years. hahax.

k and that's the end uf the quizzes. its a sunday already. when i wake up, i'll be two days closer to having him in mi arms again. i only wish that i can hear his voice before then. im still mad at miself for not hurrying to answer that call. haiz. good night.

2006-01-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

letters to you..

at last!!! im home!! finally! didnt blog yesterday coz i wuz too tired. two weeks uf doing nutink and suddenly im thrown into work for eight hours. not used to it. because i had to be at sgh by eight, i switched off the tv and lights at 12. laid in the dark, trying to sleep. failed. tried to think about you to make mi sleep. failed. tried counting sheeps. failed. in the end, i just concentrated on mi breathing and it worked. went to work at seven. got home close to seven. had to do a bit uf shopping furst. by the time i'd showered and eaten, it wuz almost nine and i fell into bed wif a book. fell asleep around ten. i wuz that tired.

today, afternoon shift. quite ok. the difference between a medical ward and surgical ward is the callbells. the level uf dependancy. in the medical ward, i hardly had a free time. the callbells were being pressed and the patients had to depend on us for everything. i remember i had to fetch the bedpan almost twenty times a day. to day is mi second day at the surgical ward. the patients hardly ever press the callbells and i fetched the bedpan only three times total. guess they didnt really need to go to the toilet that often. *shrugs*

he called. at 2045 hrs. didnt pick up. i wuz on duty. by the time i'd rushed to the toilet, he'd hung up. kept hoping that he'll call again. guess i wuzn worth the trouble. hafta go. morning shift tomorrow. need to wake up at five.

2006-01-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

letters to you..

happy new year. its not really that special a day for mi coz ure not there to usher in the new year wif mi. so, once again, hope you're having fun there. you have to tell mi how you celebrated the new year. its already 1900 hrs. guess you're not calling. its ouhkaez. tomorrow's monday. it kinda felt like today wuz monday though. aniwaez, i have some things i need to prepare.

im not really in the mood to blog so i'll leave this entry as it is.

2005-12-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

letters to you..

in about an hour's time, day four will be over and day five will begin. i confess. i miss you. i phucking miss you. when will you call? when will you message again? unbelievable. in a world full uf modern conveniences, its hard for mi to get hold uf you. you must be having so much fun. well, good for you. im stinking bored. ayienz's got school and buzz's got her work. and what do i have? holidays. holidays where i've got nutink to do and nowhere to go. i dun even feel like stepping out uf mi house anymore. i mean, what's the point? you won't be there to keep mi company or to fetch mi so we can have dinner together.

next next tuesday. you'll be back by then. i'll have you by then. but its not enough. i want to get a hug from you now. i want to hear your voice n0w. i damn phucking miss every single thing about you. well, maybe not everything. i sure dont miss your caterpillar.

i need to get out uf the house. mi mum is irritating mi wif her constant bp check. mum, i dont know why your bp goes up and down like a rollercoaster. you ask mi if your bp is good, and i say no, but you tell mi that your doctor say its ok. since you'd rather listen to the doctor, why are you asking mi? i dont know everything. im still learning.

mi sis is having a kenduri on saturday and sunday. im going to be watching wrestling later. alone. i wont have anyone to talk to or message wif. i just want mi old routine back!! is that too much to ask for? when you're reading this, promise mi you wont go away again.

haiz. i sound so goddamn clingy. maybe all i need is a guy. someone else. kidding. havent been sleeping much later. that could be the reason why im in such a crappy mood.

2005-12-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

letters to you..

i got mi hair cut today. went wif ayienz. settled on the tried-and-true method. the just-cut-layered method. im happy wif the haircut coz it wuz exactly what i wanted it to be. but there's hardly any difference though. hahax.

before and after.
not really that much uf a difference is there? but it looks thinner, i suppose. and the rose's from ayienz. hahax. cute kan? the rose, i mean. hmm. k lahhs. i think that's about it. hurry on home ayg. i miss you.

2005-12-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

letters to you..

its 0025 hrs. its officially tuesday. and day one wifout you has begun. drama seh. aniwaez, so here's mi schedule for this week up till sunday. tuesday to sunday: home, library, home. there you go. its simple isn't it? you would have reached the place you're staying at by now. i miss you, ayg. but i still havent cried. weird, isnt it? i'll try to cry for you tonight. hurry on home, sweetie.

~ayg Lyz

2005-12-26T10:56:00.000+08:00

wait2!!!!!!!! still have one mre entri..haha

still have a bit of packing to do..

Ayg, i appreciate wad u've done for me..i lyk the freshbox tee n the shaver..nw i'm officiali the real beckham..haha..lame, i knoe..thank u for the tee, shaver, face wash, deodarant, dinner..actualli, thank u for everitink..

diz will be my furst tym to be on the plane..a bit nervous actualli..haha..
i hope i dun get giddy up dere..

my family is gonna be dere except for my bother..he's werking..it's ok..
ayg will be dere too..sis nk blanje mkn kat popeye..yeh2!!!!
i hope u tk malu2..

have to meet salleh at the airport by 4:30pm..help him to do the bag grouping..
cant let him do alone..

Ayg, i need to listen to ur voice b4 o go to sleep every nyte..so i want
to record ur voice..hehe..i'll be bringing ur photo wif me..i'm gonna mish u veri2 much..
thank u so0o0o0o0o0o much ayg..i appreciate it..

i love u, alwaez..

~ayg rydz

2005-12-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

hiash..tmr i'm leaving for india..must be at the airport by 5..i'm gonna mish ayg so0o0o0o0o much..i need to hear her voice..need to see her smile..need to see her laugh..

still hve a lot of things to pack..too mani things to bring..bt so little tyme..
had used a lot of money for this trip..i hope i go and cum back in one piece..

later at around 5, have to meet salleh at cck lrt station..we have to collect our jacket and polo tee..and spend christmas together..bt i rather spend tym wif ayg..she went out to bugis wif ain nw..mish her..

went to the photoshop y'dae..had to pay a deposit of 10bux..den later ayg pay the rest..haish..wish she wux here wif me..

she has a new hp and a new camera.i hope i can get a new hp next yr..i want n-gage..so i can play games wen i'm bored..have to borrow abg aidil's camera cox my camera sux in the dark..

sitting alone in my room..no one is in the hse except me..hope wad she get for me is wad i lyke..i tot i cud spend tym wif her at nyte bt dad's making a doa selamat at hm n invited ayg..she said she will cum..i hope she can promise me dat..

so bored..wanna play my ps2 bt dun know which game to play..haish..

erm...wad else?? i guess my next entry will be on the 10th of januari..

see ya..i love u, ayg...

~RydZ

2005-12-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

haish.. havent really been in the mood to blog much. so will keep this entry short and simple. i'm bored out uf mi mind!!!! i think i'll meet up and go out wif ayg tomorrow. take pictures wif mi new camera. yeahhs. that's all.

~ayg Lyz~

2005-12-21T17:57:00.000+08:00

todae is so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o fuckin' tired...

had meeting at 10..meeting wux in the i connect room..
talkin aboud the tym of the flight n all dat..the meeting didnt take a long tym..
at 11+, told ms mary dat i'm going to outram to pay my fine..

took the train towards orchard..drop off at dhoby ghaud to take the NEL..more faster..reach dere at 1..went to the service counter..i brought cash..the person told me dat i hv to use either nets or ezlink..didnt brought my nets..so i hve to go back to the mrt n top up my ezlink..den head back..pay the fine..got the receipt n went off..wish i had my own transport..haish..

den took a train at outram NEL..change at dhoby ghaud..and drop off at novena..

went to tan tock seng hospital to take the jab..hepatitis a..

i tot i wux lost bt lucki saw one of my frends..haha..
waited for 2 hrs..

got a taxi ridz wif abi..mr anthony blanje..he he drop me n abi at bukit panjang..
while in the taxi, i wux talking to abi..talk2 till i sunddenly said "keleng"..haha..

after dropping off at bukit panjang, dere's onli one bus i know..187..so i tuk it..
i felt asllep in the bus..i wux sooo tired..ayg wux waiting at jurong east..i knoe u've been waiting..

terlajak 1 busstop..so i had to turn back..tuk 98..Called her..she said he already at lakeside..wasted my ezlink..

nw at hm..resting..gonna take shower after diz..ganna go dwn after crimewatch..

C ya...

2005-12-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

hi ayg. hmm. i know what i can do to make sure that i put in entries into both blogs. i just blog alternately lah! haiyoos. i wuz chatting wif surina in the morning and she asked mi how were we. so i told her that at the moment we're hapihapiloveyloveycrazycrazy. and that if she were to ask mi that again tonight, mi answer would be different. i wuz anticipating that i'll get mad or annoyed at you, you see. but guess what? i didnt!! hahax. wuz a bit sad to find out that we wun be spending our 13 months together. but, there's always the 14th. hahax. hmm.. and yeahhs, i'll compress the songs for you. enjoy the usage uf mi mp3, aight? im not using it aniwaez. but please dun give it to your indian mistress.

i'll miss you. that's a given. but i'll also enjoy being free!! hahax. i had fun today, didnt u? btw, as long as you are still here, check the tagbox aight? i'll be leaving you messages. wuz a bit shocked to see azahar and surina grinning down on mi like identical cheshire cats. but she's really pretty.

hmm. k lahhs. wanna sleep. fine fine. i'll be honest. i wanna go and read mi books. but before i go, i just wanna say thanks for helping mi wif mi studies. one uf mi china friends says that we're a good couple. because some people, when they're in a relationship, they focus so much on each other that their studies are affected. she said that she admires us because instead uf mi studies being affected, mi studies actually improved. hahax. passing mi skills test on the furst try and getting an A for bio instead uf an F. hmm. she's right. just for that, im keeping you around to help mi wif all mi exams. hahax.

love ya.
~ayg Lyz

2005-12-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

i'm soooo freakin bored...got nutink to do nw except writing tiz entry..haha...
i can still feel the pain in my right arm..arrgh...

later we're going to the lib..find jd robb buks for ayg..she loves dat buk..

cant wait for the india trip..hope ayg will be at the airport wif me eventho my 'rents r dere..
i want family support n ayg's support..haish..

soooooo bored at home...

2005-12-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

todae..me n the group whose going to india for the project, we went to little india fer sum knowlegde..we didnt actualli go walking around luking fer knowledge..we sat dwn at a coffee shop n chit chattin..this thing ends at 12..after dat, a group of us, salleh, me, randy, ad, idris, hariz, ai nah n bi shan, we went to dover clinic to get our jabs done..we ate masala thosai for breakfast..sum dun lyk it..haha..the jabs were realli2 painful wen the doc press the syringe..arrgh!!!!! haha..den head back hme..met ayg..ate at banquet..bought peanuts..went to the nyonya shop to buy ice cream..she didnt finish it all..so i hve to finish it..

nw at hme..on the radio..listenin to loud music dat i call metal..we shud learn to appreaciate metal music..dey r fuckin genius...haha..dunnoe wad to do..haish...

~ayg rydz~

2005-12-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so sien ah.. nutink to write about in here.. other than that i forgave the guy.. again.. cant help it lahhs.. sucker for love and all that.. yawn..

~ayg lyz~

2005-12-08T08:45:00.000+08:00

three hundred and sixty five days together..yup dat's ryte..
i'm so0o0o0o0 happi..

happi anniversari ayg lyz...

so mani things happens during our 1year..

no matter wad had happen n' wad will happen, i still love u...

2005-12-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

three hundred and sixty five days together. happy anniversary, ayg rydz.

~ayg lyz~

2005-12-06T19:46:00.000+08:00

haloooo...da lame tk tulis entri...haha
congrats ayg for passing ur test..told ya dat u cn do it..haha
todae we went to jp..she bought kitkat and jam for her mum..ate old chang kee..
bought bubble tea..urk..tk sedap..den went hm..nw on the net..listening to mp3..tk tahu nk letak lagu aper..haish...

i got our paintball pics!!!!!! finalli.. haha..trying to upload it..haha
most of the pics are funni..haha..
todae, asis brought his guitar..he played sum songs..he is superb..
he cn make lots of money..veri skillful guitarist..lucki dat we met at the same klaz..

rashid tuk me for a ride on his bike..veri fast..lagi sikit nk jatoh blakang..
haha..quite fun...

nw the stupig friendster is hang..the blog pon hang..aru nk chat ngan ayg..haish..
tlg2...

nk gi mandi dulu..
c ya..

~ayg rydZ

2005-12-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

hmm.. to ms rosy tay, mi clinical lecturer,

i want to apologize for mi "rude" behaviours in the past. and i want to take back all the mean things i said about you. as uf today, im in LOVE WIF YOU!!!!

yours sincerely,
the student who passed her clinical test.

hahax. eeyupps!! i passed!! woo hoo!! but let mi tell you, it wuzn easy, but i made it this far. let mi take you back to a few days ago.

i had the bio practical test on monday, right? so i used up saturday and sunday to study for it. totally neglected mi clinical, which wuz today!! tuesday!! but bio's passed and i spent the whole day yesterday cramming everitink into mi head. it wuzn easy ouhkae!! i had to stuff 7 skills and 27 drugs wif their purpose and side effects into mi head in one day. mi brain wuz so crowded that i swore i could feel them fighting for space inside.

for some reason, as i wuz memorizing the things, i kept getting drawn to the oropharyngeal airway insertion. and i wuz unable to memorize the effing drugs. then he came over and we went over the drugs from 2200 hrs to 2300 hrs. i managed to memorize about 22 drugs. hey, not bad, ok..

went home, slept and woke up to an empty brain. in the train on the way to school, just read through and tried to coax the extra five drugs into mi head. sort uf succeeded. when i got to school, i took out mi wound pad. there were supposed to be three stitches on it for the assessment. mi, being kiasu, had stitched five stitches. but, when i took it out, all that wuz left were two stitches and one stitch dangling, untied. shit. at that moment, i wuz panicking. what if i wuz asked to do stitches? how will i explain the absence uf stitch number three?

i called mi friend, pingting, and i asked if could she come earlier and pass mi her wound pad. she said she'll be there as soon as she can. then, nana, the other girl who's taking the assessment, came. she's pregnant, by the way. 22 weeks gestation. she looks so pretty!! love the stomach. hahax. she said she can feel the baby kicking inside. but that you cant feel it if you put your hand on the stomach. joked about how the baby's kicking not strong enough. need to eat more. hahax. she's pretty.

aniwaez, she said that she has got two rows uf stitches and that if there wuz a way, she'll pass mi one uf them. so sweet uf her, but there's no way to transfer them. then she said that if her case duzn call for stitches, she'll pass it to mi. wuz waiting for pingting to come when the door opened. thought it wuz her, skali mi lecturer. shit shit shit. we both went in together, mi and nana. she chose her question first. she kena stitches and medications. i looked at mi scenario. oropharyngeal airway insertion and cleaning uf drain. YES!!! hahax.

so went about it. it wuz so weird. one lecturer assessing two person at the same time. then, there wuz this one part where im supposed to leave the patient and do mi surgical handwashing. she asked mi to go to the sink, assume that i have done the handwashing and told mi to walk back. i wuz a bit puzzled, so i walked. mi hands were clasped and held in front uf mi chest. then she said "good". i wuz like, huh?

when she went to look at nana's work, i left mi hands clasped in front uf mi, mi hands held up. then i remembered. after the surgical handwash, your hands should be held above your elbows. you can't let your hands be below your waist level because anitink below the waist level, when doing your dressing change, is considered contaminated. wah.. so damn lucky. hahax.

then, after the assessment, mi and nana talked about our hands positioning and she mentioned that while ms rosy wuz listening to her speak, ms rosy's eyes were on mi, to make sure that mi hands do not drop downwards. hahax.

so, overall, i passed. yay!! can go and read mi books now. storybooks, mind you.

~ayg lyz~

2005-12-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

so, today's the fourth. happy 17th burfdae in advance to suhailah. and in four days' time, it'll be our one year anniversary. so fast. k lahh, that's all. hafta study for bio practical. tata..

~ayg lyz~

2005-12-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

wells.. he hasnt been updating the blog. left it to rot in the computer, huh. haiz. he's sick. still. degil. orang dah suruh gi polyclinic, ape die uat? die alik tdo. pape lah ehk, nak..

today wuz sooo damn tiring. wuz in the toilet when cher told mi that moo-moo failed her skills assessment. and the one assessing her is our own lecturer!!! arrghh!! she's lenient towards her own students!! i should know. i nearly flunk nasogastric tube last semester. but she gave mi a chance. hahax.

gosh. i hope i'll get her again this time around. last time wuz easier. onli one skills at one assessment. now, its two skills in one and im freaking out!! i know i can do the wound cleaning and the oropharyngeal suctioning. medication, so so lah. but its the oxygen therapy thing!!! ok fine. so im stressing about the wound cleaning too. what if i contaminated the trolley? FAIL!!! must not happen..

and rydz? please update soon..

~ayg lyz~

2005-11-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

The "TAGGED" game..
Rules of the game:
1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 weird/random stuff about miself..

1. you know those sliding doors that alwez opens as you get near them? because uf this sensor thing? well, everytime i get near that kind uf doors, i alwez go through the one that is already open. if both doors are closed, i'll just slow down and wait for someone to go through furst, then i walk behind them. i have this thing against sliding doors. a kind uf fear, i guess. i worry about what happens if one day, i were to go up against the sliding door and the door wun open due to some malfunctioning or sumtink. then i'd look like one big idiot standing at the door and its not opening.

2. i dun believe in love at furst sight. i tink that's total bullshit. love at furst sight? when you dun even know what that person is all about? i tink love at furst sight should be lust at furst sight. you see the person, you fall for them. not because you love them but because you like the way they look. i now believe in taking time to know the person. its ouhkaez to have crushes, but its alwez better to take things slow when you're in a relationship.(ayienz!!! i've matured!!! hahax..)

3. i can't stand all those minah-minahs. they just piss mi off. tink they're so pretty, so cool, so above everyone else. whatever. the minah-minahs that i've seen all seem to obsess about looks and boys. they speak loudly and laugh horribly so as to attract attention to themselves. ugh. memalukan masyarakat orang islam.

4. books? the movies.. movies? the books.. which one? i prefer reading about the movie than watching the movie. why? i dun know. im weird that way, i guess. let mi try to explain. in watching the movie, you can't really use your imagination and try to imagine the scene the way you want it. you have to watch what the director wants the scene to be. while reading, you get to be the master uf the scene. you get to be your own director. lets take the recent harry potter movie. having read and watched it, i find that i prefer the book. the movie wuz kinda disappointing. its not worth watching.

5. i may not believe in love at furst sight, but i do believe in miracles. mi and rydz? all those fights, petty arguements? and we are still together and heading towards our one year mark. if that isn't a miracle, i dun know what is.

so, the 5 people whom i choose to play this thing is..
~rydz
~ayienz
~reena
~syazlin
~surina

~ayg lyz~

2005-11-27T01:37:00.000+08:00

2005-11-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

todae went out for raya wif my ex skoolmates..so tired..tell u dat later..

ayg, my hp batt is flat..i'm realli2 sori..mus gave me pills..for sleeping..he didnt knoe hw long is the effect so dun want to take it tonyte..afriad overslept..hehe..

on 22nd november..ayg n' me went to jurong east entertainment..we watch harry potter..nice..she wux sick..her body felt hot..she felt asleep at the veri endng of the movie..ouh yah..b4 dat, we ate at kfc..cudn finish the meal..full..haha..after the movie, went home..tuk the present 4 her..she waited at the void deck..she realli2 lyk the present..the bear..she said dat the bear is cute.. :o) i love u ayg..

the dae after dat..went home straight frm skul..too tired..nt enuf sleep..felt sleepy the whole dae..den ayg feel lyk eating pizz..she told me to order bt she paid for it..thanx ayg.. :o) erm..after dat went home..lying on the bed..suddenly felt asleep..woke up at 9+..ayg wux alone wen i wux asleep..sori ayg..

todae raya wux tiring..furst went to liana's hse..waiting for ain n' lisza..den we went to nabil's hse..we watched the longest yard while waiting for fir..den move on to rabia's hse..mus came to rabia's hse late cox he went to polyclinic to take an mc..den to ain's hse at uh..forget uh..hehe..den to jurong east..den to lisza's hse at boon lae..ate alot..

reached home at 12..got 5 packets..total of 19bux.. :o) ha..gonna sleep nw..nyte2..

2005-11-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

today wuz so boring. kinda late for school. had to rush a bit. so tired and mi feet have got new blisters. mi right feet have two blisters. one on each side uf the heel. the left has got onli one blister. put plaster also no point. terkopek because uf walking.

at school, started off wif a two hour lecture. so boring. the lecturer, i never had her class before. so damn talkative. talked for five minutes straight and she still hasnt started the lesson. during the lecture, had attack uf the cramps. kept fidgeting around in the seat. after that, rushed straight to the toilet. didnt wait up for them. hide in the toilet for about fifteen minutes. then go mcdonald to buy lunch.

settled outside uf the computer lab and who should come by? suhailah!! after eating, mi friends came out uf the computer lab and we headed to the tutorial room for revision uf skills. lame. they were going by so fast that mi and mi friends have no idea what they were talking about. a waste uf a good hour, if you asked mi. then, had skills and a lecture. went home. sat down, went to the library to do some work.

missed him. but he wants time to himself mah. he wants to spend time wif his friends. so whatever lah. am currently waiting for buzz. what's taking her so long. its too late already. wonder what he's doing. dun wanna msg him coz i dun wanna intrude on his personal time. at least the cramp's gone now. thanks to that panadol menstrual thing.

still not hearing from him. guess he had too much fun and must be tired. ouh well. must be the freaking understanding girlfriend. i can do that. no problem.

2335 hrs. buzz finally came over. she looked sooooo pretty. love the makeup. she wnated to have a picture uf her taken. used mi handphone. tried calling him a few times to ask if i can borrow his camera to take buzz's picture. but his handphone wuz off. so whatever. told buzz to wear like that again the next time we go out.

am a bit disappointed that he off his handphone. but whatever.

~ayg lyz~

2005-11-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthdae Ayg!!!!!!! hope u have a wonderful lyfe n' a wonderful future...we had fun jux nw did we..takin' neo2..haha..hope dat our relationship will improve mre..hope we gonna hve fun on ur 17th Birthdae!!!!!! I LOVE U AYG!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

we had fun todae..tuk neo2 3 tyms in a row..we spend boud 20bux..duxnt matter as long we knoe we had fun.. :o) hehe..tuk a cab hme..we ate ljs for dinner..ate mcd saker fries..veri nice..went home..fun fun fun fun fun!!!!!!

2005-11-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

dat wuz nice..
it's worth waiting..
the hug wuz nice..
ai el eu..

~ayg rydz :o)

2005-11-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

got home todae..she went out wif her friends for raya..hope she's having fun..read ur blog..

on thursdae nyte, i reached yishun 'round 2130..saw my kuz wif his frenz..kai, wan black n' ella..later joined by his other 2 friends azizul n' gary..went hm to put my bag n' change clothes..
den went to lepak at kedai kopi near the yishun mrt station..talk crap, crap n' crap..i jux kept quiet..didn't knoe 'em yet..dat wan black is veri8 noisy..haha..hi is the most talkative person i've ever seen..me n' my kuz lepakk till 3 in the morning..had sum tidbits n' sum drinks..den went home n' watch dodgeball..veri fuuny story..den slept till 3 in the afternoon..

the next dae..went to burger king..my kuz went to ljs..he eat ljs, i eat burger king..aint the same eating wifout u..den went to a game shop near the coffee shop we lepak last nyte..bought 2 new games..Need for speed most wanted n' smackdown vs raw 2006..best bt 1/4 of the screen has no kolor..dunnoe why..bingit sey..den we tuk a shuttle bus to sun plaza..played arcade..the racing game i played wif her dat dae..it's veri fun..we saw 2 bapokz..i found out dae dat 2 bapokz is my kuz's friends..eew..luk lyk woman bt sound man..haha..after we got hm, we sat dwn in the room..talking boud the daes wen we were small..talking boud our late grandma..mish her..den we watch you got serve..a movie boud hip hop dances..quite ok loh..

wen i wake up, i cant wait to go hm..i reached jurong at 5..bt no one's here..den went straight hm..played the game..skejap je..b'coz of the kolor, no mood to play..haish..nw sittin' in the room...alone..dad went to frend's hse near jp..bored..bored..bored..i tink tonyte got wrestling..hehe..gonna go dwn nw..so bored at hm..c ya..

~ayg rydz

2005-11-17T19:12:00.000+08:00

i still remember the furst tym we met..i wuz shy..u asked me to smile..n u said dat i hve a sweet smile..thanx..we sittin' at the round table..jux the 2 of us..kinda hard to talk..shy arh..haha..remember the furst tym she kiss me..it wux unexpected..i turn around n she give me a kiss on the cheeks..it wux nice..den move to hugs..furst, too tight..haha..try to control my hug..we went to west coast..wif eim, wani, wawan, aziemah, fazli n' dian..we walk in pairs separately..nice..had fun..it rain..wet bt nt dat wet..den went to the jetty..i jux want to be wif her..skali dey all cum..we stayed dere till dey r gone..den we hig n kiss..luk at the sky..lots of trees..abit scary..hehe..

we carry on our lifes together..went shopping..ate together..watch cinemas..wif the nachos n' popcorn..went to the market..we had fun when she bought her pillows n' ppl luk at us one kind..went to skul together..talk bad aboud ppl on the train..fun..we go through thin n' thick together..bt..nvm..

haiz..nw she duzn want me..she dun care boud me anymore..she dun love me..we try to improve..jux bcox of a small mistakes..haiz..we hve to be mre understanding..my feelins n' love for u will never change..bt nw she lykes one of her skoolmate..syamil..nw i dunnoe wad to do..low life loser..poorboy..yup dats me..i dum like it wen she force..wen i feel lyk not doing wad she want, den she'll threathen me..dat's forcing..

i miss ur smile..i miss ur presence..i miss ur hugs..i miss ur kiss on the cheeks..i miss the fun dat we hve..lyfe nvr gonna be the same wifout u..i'm useless..to live is to die..maybe dat's wad set for me..i hope i die..so i nvr be a burden to u..u want dat ryte..

gud nyte..i still love u..duzn matter if i'm alive or dead..
~ayg rydz~

2005-11-17T02:04:00.000+08:00

ha.. ha.. ha.. ha.. ha..

2005-11-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

hmm. i tink i shud be receiving a certain message tonight. once that person finds out what i've done to his precious blog, out comes the bad words.all that threats? they just fly past mi. you can threaten mi wif whatever you want now. im not going to coddle you and say im sorry. not going to beg you and say please dun do it. in fact, im going to sit right here and enjoy watching you throw your pathetic little life away. :o)

2005-11-16T09:00:00.000+08:00

yowza.. dah lame ehk, tk letak entry. in school. 3 hour break. am onli in the furst hour. damn sucky. dun knoe what to do. yeahhs. had a lotta fun the past few days. love the shouting. hate the person who made mi shout. to quote tyra banks, " i have never in mi life yelled at a girl like that!!" problem is, you aint a girl, are you? ^^ yeahhs. made mi feel better to shout though. you should try it sometime. k lahh. wanna go liao. boring ah. one uf mi friend, pingting, stepped out uf the comp lab alreadi. wanna go wif her. ciaox.

p.s. 6 more days to ehem.. and 22 more days to ehem..

~Ayg Lyz~

2005-11-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

todae wuz fun..went to jp..we played at the arcade!! da lame tk main arcade..we played the prize thing..furst, it wuz the psp..damn, it wuz hard..2nd, nokia 7270..hard too..we spend 5bux on dat n didnt get ani prize..haha..den went on to the next arcade..where u hve to use the tap card..furst card cost 5bux..furst, played the sniper..didnt know dat i still hve the SKILLS to kill..hahax..den we try the outrun..racing game..it wuz ayg furst tym..n she WON!! hmmph..den race her again..i WON..haha..it wuz FUN!! want to race her again..i'm the car freak n she won?? tink she practice..haha..gud race..we're even nw..see who'll win the next round..ha!! at nyte ayg came to the playground to pass me the neo2..the nyte we tuk wux fun..got 2 pen-lyke ting..didnt see the other one..after the process finishes, we found the other pen..haish..next tym, we'll gonna do it porperly..den we went to 7-11..buy drink n' candy dat she lykes..sat at the void deck..played scissors, paper, stones..i won five tymsn i got to tickle her for 30secs..fun..after dat, tuk a walk around the blk..had fun wif the 'bird'..hehe..sori ayg..hehe..at hm, watched the psychic show..sum sort lyk magic..all were frauds..dey reveal everi trick..ha!! gonna sleep nw..muackz!!

2005-11-10T06:21:00.000+08:00

haish..i realli2 cant sleep..dunnoe why..n ayg, dun tink dat i cant sleep bcoz i'm tinking of dat..erm..i were "lepak2" wif tam, fiz n farhan..i wuz talking to tam boud the fourth album..we dunnoe whether want to put in old songs plus new songs or just old songs..diz is the best album yet..haha..dun noe when to release..haha..mcm producer seh!! haha..we're doing diz for fun..i nid the right mp3 to record!! wen record in my mp3, sounds clear bt too soft..i used ayg's mp3, sounds almost perfect bt if too loud dere'll be a buzzing sound..try borrowing my sis's mp3..haha..erm..sum ppl have heard the old songs n' dey actualli lyk it..diz album cums wif a dvd..lots of crap videos..sumtink lyk Jackass..sum music videos, dancing, magic..veri funni!! too bad i'm making onli one..haha!! cant wait till diz finish..it's been almost a year nw..haish..later diz afternoon goin to sis's hse..her b'dae is todae..den on to uncle's hse at semawang..gi pindah jauh2 buat aper..kalao maseh tgl sblah kn bagos..tak yah gi jaoh2..haha..diz albums looks awesome..!!

2005-11-10T06:17:00.000+08:00

2 half becums one picture!!

2005-11-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

Happi 11mth anniversary!!

2005-11-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

Had fun todae..haha..no nid to tell u, u alreadi knoe..hehe..tired..no cigs..
playing my ps2..so bored..daymn.. haish..wondering wad u're doing ryte nw..
so hungri..shud hve buy burger king.. :o(
erm..
all alone..
bored..
hungri..
tired..
sleepi bt cnt sleep..

Bt the impt ting is dat i realli8 had fun wif her todae on our 11mth anni..
gud nyte!!

2005-11-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

hola~ today's 08/11/2005. today's a fun day. today's the 11th month anniversary!!! we made it!!
wore matching t-shirts today. brown. with some picture uf a girl in a tank. hahax. ayg came to yio chu kang. miscommunication. wuz sposed to meet up at 1430 hrs. but at 1320 hrs, he wuz at marsiling already. no choice but to let him tag along. hahax.
hadnt eaten breakfast/lunch yet. stomach growling badly. dragged him off to this coffee shop there. didnt know it wuz there. hahax. jux stumbling along on unfamiliar grounds, hoping for a miracle. found this coffee shop, sat down and ordered roti prata. heavenly. very nice.
stomach's full. went off to ang mo kio library. hoping to find a jd robb book. i did. sat down for a while. ayg wanted to look at some car magazines. (car freak. :o)) went to toilet. entered a cubicle. saw a kinder bueno. the chocolate, i mean. still unopened. left it there. (duh!)
went put. took some pictures. went to jurong east. sky high's at 1715 hrs. it wuz only 1615 hrs. went to j.e. library. sat for a while.
time to go to the movie. went in, sat, watched, got irritated at a couple uf rude people, stared at this 2 people behind us who kept kicking our chair, left. that's it!! hahax..

2005-11-06T03:13:00.000+08:00

it's been quite a while since i last wrote an entri..haha..Selamat Hari Raye!!!!!!!! the furst dae of raya, i went to grandpa hse in at simei n' my uncle hse at bedok..ate alot on dat dae..hehe..collection pon ok2..2nd dae stayed at hm..bt went to jp wif ayg..y'dae n todae..ayg bought hair straigthener..dunnoe how it's spell..haha..she's realli2 hapi..bt she won use on me..hmph..we(lyz, ain, eim n' me) went to abg ali's hse..got open hse..eim ate most of the chickens..haha..den went to baz hse..had fun..she's hapi dat we came..it's hapi to see her smile..eim gurao2 ngan dier..terok sak..kesian dier..took pics..total 15 pics..i wuz a bit disappointed till ayg said we take pics 2gether later..i wuz hapi..i tot she forgot boud taking pic together..hehe..love u ayg..

2005-10-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

todae wuz FUN!!!!!!! we met after we watched the blast frm the past..great show..i lyk it..hehe..
we met at 'round 0930pm..den went to 7-11, buy ice cream..we had fun wif the ice cream..played around..muke meleket..haha..den sit at the playground..till around 1020pm..den sent her home..got horseridding..hehe..

2005-10-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

i realli2 had fun jux nw..i hope u had fun too chayunk..haha..we went shopping..at the market..hehe..we bought tidbits..cnt wait to eat 'em..hehe..maybe later we're meeting tonyte..get sum ice cream..Love u..

2005-10-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

lyfe's sucks..

argued..again..gaved me back my ezlink..wad?? u can save $15 if she use my ezlink..bt no..wadever..den she threw dwn fud frm the 6th floor..SIN..not gud to threw awae fud..damn fed up..wen i want to pay her back, she won't accept my money..wad the hell..den she told me its better to pay her back rather den using it for other things..i decided to use the money to buy sum cracks n' a carton of ciggies..more economical..since she dun let me use the money to buy her presents, den i buy wad i mite nid..dun forget to wish dat i'm dead..its better for "the world" wifout me..dun weri..the cracks will help u n' ur wish..

stayed at hm the whole dae..waiting 4 my sis to cum..my fren's mum ordered kueh raye frm my sis..den i sent the kueh raye to my fren hse..received 63 bux..den my sis gave me 20%..told her it's ok nt to gif me bt she gave me..thanx sis..duxn matter the amount..it's still money..den went to lepak for a while..den talk to a fren..hw lyfe wuz..n all dat..boud goin outta countries..talkin boud activities n' all dat..nt dat tired..smoke alot todae..got a headache..pain mayn..

dunnoe wad to do..sitting in my room..so bored..alot of games dat i completed..waiting for new games to release..haiz..nw watching wrestling..gonna smoke in a while..cant wait for the guddies to arrive..

2005-10-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

been wanting to use this picture. i thought it wuz kinda cute. the discman versus the ipod. hahax. humour mi. aint in the mood to blog actuali. but because a certain person said that i didnt do mi part to put in an entry, so i haf to. hope you're happy.

today started out so well. woke up around 1030 hrs. watched pokemon. then just lazed around and played around with mi comp. wuz sposed to mit ain at 1615 hrs. fell asleep at 1545 hrs and awoke at 1620 hrs. hahax. by the time i wuz ready, it wuz 1630 hrs. lucky she wuzn angry.

went to the spectacles shop to buy contacts. the furst shop we went into, the guy wuz so rude. there were 3 uf them but not a single one approached us to ask if we needed anitink. ain asked for a catalogue so she can look at the different colour contacts they offer. the guy wuz so stupid. asked whether she want the colour one or the normal one. duh~ aniwaez, we were looking through and the guy wuz juz standing in front uf us. drumming the fingers. acted like he got better things to do than serve us.

i got irritated and left. outside, mi and ain agreed that the guy wuz rude and thinks that we aren't buying anitink. well, damn right we're not buying anitink from you. your service sucks.

went to another shop. there's 2 employees inside. both were busy. but they still took the time to look at us and smile. one uf them asked what were we looking for. then she brought out several catalogues and told us the prices and then to look through while she finish up with the other customers.

once the customer had gone, she sat down in front uf us and told us everitink we need to know about the different contacts, which one is better, etc. mi and ain, we like her. ended up buying 2 boxes each. but haven't collected yet. have to return on tuesday so she can teach us how to put it on properly. can't wait.

mi and ain, made plans to bake cookies on tuesday. 1200 hrs to 1600 hrs. then we can straightaway go to the shop to collect our long-awaited contacts. that's all, i guess.

~Lyz~

2005-10-28T19:29:00.000+08:00

shit..i wuz awakened by the phonecall..i slept at 7+ in the morning n' woke up at 3..trying to beat my bro's record by sleeping the whole dae..haha..got nutink to do..i completed two games y'dae..narc n' san andreas..so fun..sad lah the game is over..cant wait for the new games..i asked a fren to buy me new games coz dat fren is goin' johore todae..guess i spend the holidae in my own hse..play games, help mum, write an entry which no one reads..fuck it..

nw u realized dat u overreacted..nw, i realli dun noe wad to gif u for ur b'dae..it's u..u wanted to knoe the present soooo much..threaten me..u knoe wad does it feel wen the person u love threaten u?? wait..u dun noe..i wanted to get u a buk bt u dun lyk..wads wrong wif buying a buk as ur b'dae gift?? u lyk reading..something dat u lyk doing..presenst r meant to be surprise..haiz..

so bored ryte nw..lyfes a shit..n' shit alwaes happens for me..

bt thanks for y'dae..thanks for the dinner..it wux nice..den sent her hme..wen got dwn the lift, dere wuz onli 4 person in the lift, including me..bt the noise is lyk 10 ppl in the lift..haha..den went to meet "the cLaN"..haha..lepak..smoke..drink..talk shit..we played soccer y'dae..nt wif a soccer ball bt wif a cocroach..haha!! we sat at 517d..to to kick the cocroach into the lift..haha..we made noise..try to break dwn the telephone booth..it rain heavily y'dae nyte..hope nt 2nyte..

2005-10-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

wadever lah.

2005-10-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

kalao tk tanak klua ngan org on hari raye tkpelah..

2005-10-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

erm..talking to her ryte nw..haha..ORANGE!! she's laughing..so cute..hehe..we argue todae..i'm truli2 sori..i want u to be happi..i dunnoe wad to do tmr..stay at hm..laze around the room..my room is a mess..haha..nw watching the simple life reuninion..quite funni..tgh adversetisement..nw talking boud celebrities..boud their plastic surguries..most of it is funni..the wae she talk boud 'em is funny..

2005-10-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

dun wori..u will be hapi wif the present..i promise..nt 2, bt 3..i'm gonna be dere wif u on ur b'dae n' the makan2 thing dat u've planned..i promise unless u wanna bring sumone else..had fun todae..bought a green long sleeve shirt at giordano..quite nice..i lyke it..haha..so bored..i dunnoe wad to do nw..bt i'm sooo tired..i tink i'm gonna sleep nw..gud nyte..

2005-10-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

i woke up late 2dae..haha..y'dae wuz alot of fun..accompanied ketam to penin to survey sum guitars..he wanted to buy a new guitar..b4 dat dat we met his frend, ehsan, n he wanted to cum along..he went to the tailor at penin to alter his baju kurong..den wen hid frend went back, we waited for her n' ain to cum..ain bought a tee shirt..den after dat we went to bras basah to check out more guitas\rs..ketam didnt knoe which one to buy..haha..den ketam had to go back..den left me, her n' ain..i wanted to buy slippers..bt the slippers senag putus..haha..yg tk senang putus semuer mahal..wanted to buy the quiksilver bt it cost $42..haish..4 buke, we went to burger king..quite ok2..haha..den went back to lakeside..ain nk gi manentah..den her n' i went to luk for paddle pop ice cream..haha..sedap jugak..den went back hme..i tink my entries r all boring..haha..later goin to fetch her..bt going to jp to buy dat long sleeve shirt furst..hope sempat arh..c yaa..

2005-10-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

i care that you're sad. why are you sad? you've got $150!! you should be jumping for joy that you finally have money. and cry when the money's gone. but knowing you, the money will last you for 2 to 4 months. you're good at saving money. i suck at it. k lahhs. hafta go. bye..

2005-10-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

i'm sad..bt who cares dat i'm sad. haish..she having her own tym..going out wif her friend..dun mind dat...haiz..so sad. she dun love me. dun tink she cares animre..guess i'll be spending the tym all alnoe for my holidaes..i tink i cant dat much tym wif u on ur b'dae..if u want me to cabot den i cabot..haiz..m giving u a b'dae present coz i didnt gif it to u last yr..n fun 4gt wad u promised me..dun ask wad..u'll remember..u said sumtink boud having dinner outside b'coz of ur b'dae..wif arif , baz n' ain...dun tink i can go..if i go, it'll be akward 4 me..wads the pt of me going wifout smiling, having fun..dun tink i'll be having fun..so y'all hve fun..31 mre daes to go to her big dae..she'll be turning sweet 17 diz 22nd November..happy for her..hope she gets alot of present n she get to wish wad she realli2 want..i alreadi knoe wad she's gonna wish..well hope dat wish cum true..erm..wad else..hve fun at bugis..
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She's gone..i wuz wrong..
i'm to blame..i cant live wifout ur love..
n my life, there juz an empty space..
all my dreams are lost..Forgive me..

Wont u save me?? My heart belongs to u..
Can u forgive me?? for all i turn to u..

i find it sooo hard to go on..i'll be miss dat gurl alot..
Come back into my arms..i'm so alone..
i'm begging u..i'm down on my kness..

2005-10-22T13:05:00.000+08:00

One Mre Mth tO Go..!!

Thank u soooo much!!!

2005-10-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

thank u sooo much for opening the blog..y'dae i tried to luk for a job at snowcity bt failed..my friend msged me diz morning..he said no *vacancy..maybe i' gonna try carrefour..werk wif salleh..if my sister agree to let me stay over at her hse den its easy for me..so i dun waste lot of money on transportation..i dunnoe wad to do todae..ouh she juz msg..she nid me to check a diskette..den i cn pas her the thumbdrive..n i hvnt even taken my shower yet..c ya..

2005-10-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

she closed dwn the blog..hw is the ppl going to read..nvm..i'm jux talking to myself..no one checks diz blog except for her..haish..we were fine jux nw..jux bcoz of my atittude..wad boud hers..b4 u talk boud others, u hv to reflect on urself furst..there r sumtinks i learnt wen i changed..i've been thru alot of shit..yet nobody cares..dat tym wuz along ago..crap lyf til imet her..she gave me hope..bt bt sure nw..she's giving up n mi..wad a lyfe..rashid wuz ryte..maybe my lyfe wuz meant to be hopeless..Thanks alot God..i accept wad U did to me..showed me wad love feel lyk..rashid wuz readin newspaper n saw a portion of the page..a pic of a guy stress up..pulling his hair..dun remember wat wuz the caption..sumtink boud hopeless lyfe..nt sure lah..lyfe sucks ryte nw..rashid said dat guy on the pic of me sress out..then evrione laugh..great..nw i knoe my lyfe is hopeless..my angel is giving up..haiz..i try to luk for a job tmr at snowcity..den if i dun get it, den i try the bukit batok..packing vegetables..if i dun get it, den i werk wif salleh at carrefour at wlds..den i hve to stay wif my sis..erm..no choice..lyfe is hard for me..i dun get money everi mth..lyfe is HOPELESS for me..it's true..nt suprise if i gt bad lucks..dun tink i'll be enjoying hari raye if i got werk..dun tink i'm gonna buy baju kurong or anytink i wanna buy since i started living..dun feel sori..it God's script..gud nyte..

2005-10-20T12:55:00.000+08:00

juz gt back frm skool..the exam paper is quite easy..haha..she invite to hv a dinner together..juz the richgirl n the poorboy..i dunnoe wad to do ryte nw..nk maen game tapi boring..haish..i tink i'm gonna sleep..hv to fetch her at yck..Zzzzz..

haish

2005-10-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

i dunnoe wad to do..hv an exam tmr..i hope i pass..so i still hve the chance to persue my dreamz..hope the spelling is correct..hahaha..soooo tired..wen i'm the lib wif her juz nw evening, my head my lyk numb..pain..cramp in my head..cannt tahan..

2005-10-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

haiz..todae suck..i'm a poor..she's a rich..haiz..we argue over a small thing..dammit..
dunnoe wad to tink..juz gt my bursary..tink most of it going for my bill extermination.guess cant spend dat much..
i'm nt rich..i'm poor..

2005-10-19T12:23:00.000+08:00

went to meet my chayunk juz nw morning..take 2 buks..later we're going to the library..hv to study 4 tmr exams..left 2 more papaers n den its holidae for me..yeh!! bt i dunnow whether to look for a job or nt..if i hve a job, den i dun hve anitym to go raya..haiz..

yesterdae wuz fun..bt it rain wen i got out of my hse..haha..we had a lot of fun didnt we..after the dinner at kfc, went to the 3rd floor of jp to but jellies!! my favs..den went back..buy drinks at 7-11..sat dwn n eat the jellies together..oouh..i hv to take my bursary..c ya~

2005-10-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

y'dae nyte wuz nyte..at the carpark..a candle lite dinner..she's so sweet..so bored ryte nw..haha..juz nw my chayunk called..she wanted to break fast outside 2gether..n i knoe she wants me to fetch her..i'm fetching her later..wish i had a car or a motorcycle..so i dun hv to top up my ezlink..haha..haiz..i dunnoe wad to do..juz laze around my room..wanted to wear a shoe later bt my broder took it..dammit..sori if i'm sleke..haha..see u later..

2005-10-18T11:37:00.000+08:00

geexa. lotsa typo error in the previous entry huh. *shrugs* can't blame mi. blame it on the keyboard in the comp lab in school. ain't used to the keyboard. so hard to type. haish. so, been here for 1 hr and 40 mins. haix. desperately wish i have a thumbdrive. thn can save mi pics inside there and can upload in school. so, today's gonna be a long day. started at 0800 hrs and will dutifully end at 1800 hrs. wanna cabut the last lesson. 2 hour lecture on bio!! cannot take it leh. but, good girl that i am, i shall attend the class. at least when i reach home, it'll be time for mi to break fast already. so have sumtink to look forward to lah. he's at home. sleeping probably. he's good at that. hahax. haish. got class at 12. boring. confirm one. wish i could be there. if i wuz lying down next to him, i'll immediately feel sleepy. he should bottle that ability to make someone feel sleepy and sell it. it's bound to be a big seller. hahax.

felt kinda bad for the way i treated him last night. but i ain't gonna say sorry. said it so many times that i dun tink the meaning is there already. its pointless. besides, im bound to do it again. that's mi, folks!! im not proud uf it lah, but what to do. aniwaez, i tried to make it up to him last night. after that argument, i went to long john silver to buy 2 meals. then i msged him to meet mi. went up to the carpark. lit some candles and had what i call a "candle-light dinner" hahax. kk, hafta leave for class now. will type more later.

2005-10-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

sori dat i didnt accomapany u til ur klaz starts..i' realli2 sori..nw at hm..dunnow wad to do..so tired..i didnt even notice dat i wuz asleep in the train till jurong east..n NO ONE WAKES ME UP!! malu sey..hahaha..the test wuz quite ok..the first test is quite easy bt the 2nd test is damn difficult...i'm lucki dat my teacher help me wif a few questions.. hahaha..rashid got the pics dat we all took at discoveri centre..the paintball..once i gt it, i'll put it on the blog..i think i'm gonna take a nap..c ya...

2005-10-17T10:52:00.000+08:00

ouh wells. but thn again, why wait till tomoorow when you can do it today? furstly, i would like to extend a formal apology to mi hubbee. deeply, truly sorry for everitink. but you didn't hafta put up with it though. isn't the picture cute? i have a lot more cute pictures at home. will upload them as soon as i have the time. aniwaez, im sorry. should never have gotten mad at you. didn't even know the reason why i wuz mad. jux felt like exploding, i guess. and you were available, so..ouh, btw, i realli wanted you to stay with mi till mi class starts. but i didn't wanna play the cruel, twisted girlfriend, so, hatta let you go. *shrugs* im so bored.. guess i'll go do that detestable bio ting. ciaox..

i doy you, as alwez..

2005-10-17T10:39:00.000+08:00

hahax!! im back!! decided to give him a break by putting in an entry. but, mi other blog still remains. i dun have ani cute pics wif mi, so i'll jux update later. ciaox..

2005-10-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

my chayunk..

2005-10-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

had a fight wif her y'dae nyte, again..haiz..i dunnoe nw..we were suppose 2 go to the library bt its raining heavy..very dark outside..so bored..havent taken my shower yet..haha..try to upload sum pics.. haha diz r my clazzmates..wackos!!

2005-10-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

had a fight wif her 2dae..haiz..nw we're ok..i love u chayunk..thankz..at the wlds lib i wuz talking 'boud, dere wuz no dancing..onli singing..dey were all gud..my kuzzin also ok2 loh..haha..i starts at 4 n finishes at 6..nt dat mani performance..bt all were great..!! eim n' me recorded the best2 part of the show..

2005-10-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

todae..haiz...pagi2 da kene tlg bapak angkat pasu2 pokok..penat seh..hvnt taken my shower yet...haha.todae going to wlds...my frend sae dat dere's a hip hop gig at the civic, dunnoe wad dat place called..my cousin ganna be on the stage, i guess..nt sure whether its a stage or nt..he's goanna do a rapping..hope he do it gd..i knoe dat he's a hip hop gig..haha..see u dere..

2005-10-14T15:01:00.000+08:00

y'dae wuz soooo bored in skool..wen i juz came in the class at 10, rashid said dat we cn go hm at 12..haha..bt i'm staying for the practical klass...onli 6 turn up for the prac klas..den rashid n sahak cabot..keft onli 4..so sad..lucki i didnt cabot..its the last practical klaz for the module..i'm havin exam next wk n den holidae starts..we did learn alot..phew..later i'm going to the library wif my chayunk..n' den go break fast outside..nt sure where..ermm...gtg

2005-10-13T17:03:00.000+08:00

y'dae nyte wuz fun..playing the candles wif my chayunk..play simefirecrackers too..made rockets bt onli one work out..haha..nt dat gud animore..haha..she line up the candles so it luk lyk letter R..well it is letter R..hehe..after i sent her hm, i went to sit wif naz..kesian dier..he clled his gf on th hp..the gf said dat sge wants to sleeo..den naz's ok wif dat..'boud 'round 30mins later, naz called his gf using my hp..my hp is kinda spoilt..old phone btw..u can hear wad dey sae bt dey cnt hear u..naz called n' his gf ans..naz wuz pissed off..haiz...

brokEN

2005-10-12T18:04:00.000+08:00

had a fight wif her in the afternoon..bcoz i'm SLOW..so frustrated..anger in my fist..damn..i sat awae fr 'em so dey cud nt hear wad i'm saying..i threw my hp against the wall, hard..den i walk awae..find myself a seat..i cud see salleh go looking for the phone..den he tried to fix it back n' he did..thanx salleh..den all of 'em came to me..ask me wads wrong..i didnt ans..my mouth cudn move..so i juz kept quiet..rashid told me dat dere's no point for me to continue my fasting..coz i've let out my anger..haiz..dey realli tried to cheer me up..den we sat at the void ecks..the made me laugh..thanx guyz..erm..den i went hm..wif the broken hp fix back..haiz..dat hp realli2 mean alot to me..my sis wuz at hm..nurin wuz sooo cute..she tuk a piece of folded paper n' fan herself..cute!! she smiled wif her lips pulled back n' her half blink eyes wen i fan her..haha..den i gave her the paper..she fan herself for a few secs n' drop it..haha..i knoe..she cant feel the wind dat much..she wants me to fan 4 her..she's sooo hapi..
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2005-10-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

had fun going to geylang..bt veri tiring..my legs r still tired..haha..love u soooo much...
erm..thanx for the dinner..its ok boud the shirt..maybe going jamming tmr wif asis..i ask nora to cum along so she can be the vocal..haha..she can gore..haha..erm, wad else..happi 10mth anniversari..wanna go to sleep ryte now..nyte2..i love u..

2005-10-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

she wont tell me her blog ad..dunnoe wads wrong..she wont even tell me..haiz..shitz uh..
fuck uh..wad?? iszit bcoz i slept juz nw??!! i'm too tired juz nw..

2005-10-05T14:37:00.000+08:00

dunnoe wads wrong wif her..suddenly, " dun call or msg animore"..haiz..realli dunnoe wads wrong..her hp is off..cant contact her..dammit...it rain todae..damn cold..n' i'm sleepi the whole dae..todae i did a compresion test on the engine..veri easy..actualli todae finish at 3 bt my comm skill teacher didnt cum..den we were dismiss at 1130..too early..we dunnoe wad to do..so bored..nk tunggu buke lame sey..haish..we sat at void deck..talkin boud hari raya n' secondary skool moments..the funni ones..den went hm..dunnoe wad to do..i'm worried boud her..

2005-10-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

yeh2!! bsk da puase!! my chance on cutting dwn on my ciggies..phew..todae didnt' learn anitink in skool todae..came in class, teacher not in..went to the toilet to accompany rashid..haha..dun ask why..after dat otw to klaz, dey said no klaz..teacher went 4 a meeting..we were happi..as alwaez..haha..den frm 1030 to 0100, we juz sat at the void deck..talk nonsense n' all dat..den went back to skool..got practical klaz..den the subject teacher said to go to the klaz room..while we in the room waiting for the teacher, we were playing wif a deck of card doing magic..veri funi..dey bulli one of our classmate..haha..den teacher came in n ask whether we want to take the test tmr or nw..we said tmr..n he dismiss us..haha..den went to jp wif chayunk..went to the library, ntuc n the clinic..she went to get an injection..kesian dier..tangan lengoh giler..at nyte, we sat together eating ice cream, haagen dazs..soooooo nice..haha..went to kfc to buy her dinner..had fun..haha..klah..want to sleep alreadi..bsk da puase!! Gud NytE!!!

2005-10-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

aiyoh..todae i stayed in the house the whole dae..n' slept frm 4am to 5pm.haha..then eim kol me..den go lepak2 wif him..got an argument wif lyz..bt we're ok nw..love her still..den at nyte played a bit of soccer..i'm nt dat gud animore..haha..den mit my chayunk for a while..nw waiting for my chayunk to kol mi..

2005-10-02T11:34:00.000+08:00

so bored..dunnoe wad to do..sitting here home alone..nk maen game tapi controller rosak..haha..lyz went out wif her friends todae..i'm bored..tk tahu ader org lepak tk niari..haiz...we'll be fasting next week..maybe diz cud be the onli chance dat i cut dwn on my ciggies..hope it werk..wad m i gonna do todae..?? mus asked to go to the gym wif him..bt i feel lyk going swmming..haha..bt nt confirm yet..wanna take a shower ryte nw..haha..c ya..

2005-10-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

haiz..went to the lib wif my chayunk todae bt closed..haha..den she went to jp's lib..i went to mi sis hse to celebrate nurin's furst b'dae..she wuz sleepin' wen i reach the house..haha..wen i gave nurin the elmo, she's kinda tinking of sumtink..n' my sis said dat it reminds her of the sesame street buk..haha..she's sooo cute..quite fun..didnt eat alot..dunnoe why..a bit dissapointed tho..my chayunk didnt cum along..bt it's ok..i understand..love u..

2005-10-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

2dae at skool..erm..learn 'boud distributors n' ignition coil..veri complicated..on mi wae back..so bored..alone in the train..haish..den go meet wif my frends n' lepak2..den went home at 2+..on the comp..bt fell asleep..haha..den wake up, luk outside n' it started to rain..den mit up wif my chayunk n' ain wuz dere too..sat dere n' talk2..den ain went to mit fadh to give him a present for his b'dae..den we waited 4 her to return..after dat we went to banquet..wif eim too..den at nyte, went to pass her my mp3..she wanted a song called 'here wifout u'..nice song..she cudn find the song..she pissed off wif me ryte nw..haish..den lepak ngan diorg..saw my skool mate frm yuhua sec..sat dere..talk2 non stop..talk rubbish..hehe..den wen everi one gone back hm, i wuz alone..i went to eim's hse n watch B13..great movie..y'all must watch it..it's a french movie..it's boud a condamn city in france..two ppl try to save it frm the bomb dat one of the government placed it at barrio 13..den went hm at 11.30..erm, wad else?? Gud Nyte ChaYuNK!!

2005-10-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

i wrote in yesterdae bt comp hang..haish..erm, i wuz still sick n' tired y'dae..took 2 panadols n' i'm ok..haha..me n' my chayunk went to jp at around 8pm..furst we bought dinner..den bought a chicken pie at polar..basement of jp..after dat we went to luk 4 nurin's present..my niece btw..she turns 1 todae!! yeh!! she's soo cute..haha..we went to toy 'r' us..i wanted to buy a kinda toy flower..cute bt it wun last long coz there's diz metal ting pointing out..veri dangerous..den we went to kiddy's palace..found an elmo..quite cute..after dat we went back..ate dinner at void deck..den cums a black cat..we gave it fries n' it eats..wow..haha..

2005-09-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

Arrgh!! i'm sick..my body is feeling hot..n' fell a bit giddy..haish..hvnt eat yet..fell lyk eating cheese fries..haha..k2..gud nyte y'all..

PaintBall Anione??

2005-09-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

i wuz late for practical klaz 2dae..hehe..2dae we study on engines..quite fun..we get to start the engine..sum of my klazmatez get to feel the electricshock frm the spark plug..spark plug is lyk a lighter dat ignites..sori for the lesson folks..haha..wen we start the engine, it sounded lyk a sports car engine..it wuz soooo loud..dats cool..at 12.15, the whole class boarded the bus n went 2 discovery center..we were having crossfire paintball!! it wuz fun!! bt painful..we played 4 2hrs..my group is team2..members were rashid, sahak, huz, afiz n' me..we were the best team dere..dere were 3 stages..we lose in the furst stage..we were supposed to shoot our oppenent's balloon..bt we concentrated on shooting 'em..haha..stupid r we..haha..afiz is a ns man..i wuz ncc cadet n' the others were in npcc..we all were marksman..2nd stage is to capture 2 out of 3 flags..we won lots of rounds in dat stage..we captured 3 flags..haha..last stage is my fav..it is a last man standing match..we hv to shoot 'em all..even if ur rounds r finish, u're dead..haha..we were given 2 magazines which contain 20 rounds each..i finished 2 magazines n' i wuz shot..veri2 painful..bt i juz heck care wif the rule coz the guy in the middle didnt see me..bt luckily huz wuz nearby me..he sacrificed hiz magazine..he wuz shot too bt dey didn't notice..we won over 'em..our team still left 3 members..me, huz, and afiz..we were great..bt my leg were tiring..den we took photos together..hope i get to meet my chayunk later 2nyte..see ya!! -

2005-09-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

sori boud y'dae..comp tk betol smlm..haha..erm..didnt study at all y'dae..my practical teacher didnt cum..again..haish..bt we went 2 the net..me, rashid n' huz disturb ppl who wuz chatting in the net..haha..veri2 funni..haha!! den after dat, i went to jp wif my chayunk..she bought clothes n' hairbands..den we had long john silver..we had alot of fun y'dae..i love u, chayunk...-

my angel of hope..

2005-09-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

2nyte dint spend much tym wif my boo boo..she asked me to buy her a meal n' so i did..she's realli hapi..cud see on her face..haha..realli love her..spending the tym i hve wif her talking outside her hse..eventho it's onli for short while, it means alot..make me hapi too..erm..she's going out tmr morn accompanying her mom to nuh for check-up..den she's going out shopping wif her friend, ain..hope she have fun tmr..she kol me her angel..i felt realli hapi inside..thankz syg..Gud Nyte..

2005-09-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

had fun going to the market wif my boo jux nw..thankz for the lunch n' the drinks..seeing u smile n' seeing u feel hapi, make me feel whole..i love it..after finish shopping, we went to our void deck to hv a rest..boo wuz tired..she's feeling sleepi..i tink she's asleep nw..hehe..Love u alwaez sayang..

at west coast

2005-09-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

mus, eim n' i went 2west coast last few weeks..we went dere by bike..its more adventurous u see..bt it's damn tiring..haha..the furst ting we did dere wuz, BUY OUR DRINK OF COURSE!! haha..den we climb the pyramid..it's veri2 fun..i ask eim n' mus to video taped me climbing..wanted to see hw fast i cn climb..nt even a minute..haha..the 2nd round is funni..i hanged over diz one pipe..i wanted to sit in the rope bt luckily i hold on to the pipe..if nt' i'd be dead..haha..den i video taped eim n' mus playing the swing..kinda lyk flying fox..it wuz funni hw mus push diz one boi..the boi finish the lenght n gt back..haha..after dat we ride around n' gt back..we went to the chinese garden 4 a while..to have a bit of rest..den we head to eim's hse to watch the video tape..its realli2 funni..

phew..

2005-09-26T13:17:00.000+08:00

phew...jux got home at 'round 1230..didn't learn anitink in skool..jux hv fun..bt nt dat fun 4 me..hehe..didnt go 2 gym todae..mlz..haha..bt tmr is a must 2 go 2 gym..it's neen almost 4 daes since i went 2 the gym..i'll be going out to lunch wif my boo boo later..hope turns out well..i went to the net at skool in the morn..write an entry..i asked my friend rashid to put the klaz pics dat we tuk last week..once i gt it, i'll show it 2 ya..i can alreadi imagine hw my dream car gonna be..but dub tink i'll get itope a miracle happens..Salleh is tinking bout buying car..my klazmate btw..he duzn care wad the model is..as long as the car can travel him n' his famili..Rashid is having his TP diz october..he can't wait to get a motorbike..he's a fanatic of motorbikes..try to load a pic bt too slow..haha..hw cum the posting is soooo slow..haha..ciao..-

so bored..

2005-09-26T10:23:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored..2dae my practical teacher didnt come..so we hv nutink 2 to do..nari mlz nk gi gym..haha..fell lyk dsres sumtink missing in my heart..haiz..i'll continue wen i gt hm later..

2005-09-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

so, this is wat mi, ayienz and buzz did on a friday night. jux walking around, talking like old times. miz them and love them so much. one big happy family. with a great bif hug and a kiss from mi to you. won't you say you love mi too.hahax.

2005-09-23T12:47:00.000+08:00

well. jux finished mi breakfast/lunch. it wuz a toss up between scrambled eggs with wholemeal bread and maggi mee. opted to go with maggi coz i've been eating bread the whole week for breakfast, lunch and dinner. can kill miself. onli twice have i eaten outside food. i miss mi life!!! staying home is like a prison to mi nw. not that i mind lah. i mean, its mi mum, u noe. hafta luk after her. but i'm stuck at home from the moment i wake up till 1730 hrs (that's the time mi dad gets home) and 1900 hrs all the way till the next day. i'm not used to this!!! i need to go out!!! i need to be out!!! i hafta be out!!!

this year's shopping for hari raya clothes will be..i dunno. mum's not fit yet to go shopping so i guess i'll hafta go on mi own. i dun mind that part. what i'm wondering is how much will mum give to mi? i mean, it is mi money after all. i'm wondering how much uf a budget will i hafta work with. need to buy clothes, bags, shoes and other necessary accessories. im just a girl after all.

am thinking about going with white. but, who knows? if i see the perfect baju kurung for mi, then i'll buy it. but hafta remember to keep the colour white in mind. as for shoes, definitely heels. with or without straps, not sure yet. bag. do i reali hafta buy a bag? lets see..yup. have to. need a place to put mi wallet, handphone, makeup and money. hahax. i simply refuse to be like doraemon. need something? just let mi dig into mi pocket..lame, i know. can you blame mi..

2005-09-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

yowza. juz read ayienz's entry. wow. she had a rough day. no wonder she wuzn in the mood to go to the library. wish she wud have told mi about it. at least i'd get to save on mi irritation at being snubbed. hahax. hope she's ouhkaez. syz, you're tinking about getting knocked down by a car. and i'm tinking about the ground rushing up to greet mi at a fast speed. get wat i mean? juz reading about ur dad's reaction scared mi too. didnt tink he wud ever get that mad. wow.

parents do say the most hurtful things, dun they? i kena also. but what to do? just gotta suck it in like spongebob. i mean, chances are, we'll end up jux like them. and who knows? 20 years down the road, we'll be saying the exact sentence to one uf our children. if you're reading this, syz, cheer up. u aint the onli one. lxoxvxe ya too, syz.

2005-09-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

ouhkaez. im back. from the library. with mi sayang. eeyupps. you read it right. with mi sayang. and no, i aint no lesbian. ayienz back out on mi. again. and no, i am not pissed off. oh, phuck. who am i kidding. uf course i am!! im onli human after all. this has gotta be the third time she blew mi off. shud have seen it coming. its expected lah. might as well look on the bright side and dun expect too much, huh. guess this sat's plans are off too. ouh well. one cannot expect too much from others.

so, went to the library. luk for books and sat down at the cushions they have. saw 2 ycs students. sec 4 this year. aniwaex, pretty much ignored them coz i dun tink they knew mi aniway. one uf them go up and went to the toilet. had a pretty gud view uf what he wuz doing in there. the door wuzn closed. he wuz washing his hands, running his hands thru his hair. styling them. shifting the shirt. turning here and twisting there. wuz there for 6 minutes. i counted. (sheepish smile) wow. didnt think guys actuali spent that much time in front uf the mirror jux staring at themselves.

on the way towards the door to walk out uf the 4th floor, mi and mi bee had to walk past them. heard them say the word "yuan ching". i find it ridiculous that instead uf saying a simple "hi", they chose to say the skul name. i mean, i knew which skul i came from so, duh, there's no need to tell mi the name.

remind mi not to make ani more plans with her. she's becoming more and more like xiao qi. and to think she wuz quite pissed off with her coz xiao qi used to back out on a lotta plans. well, at least ayienz shud know how i feel. hahax.

2005-09-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

yowza. saw this picture y'dae. cant resist putting it here. luks cute and creepy, duzn it. i like!! hahax. so, met mi sayang in the morning at 0900 hrs. wanted to borrow his sec skul ezlink card. then i can borrow more books coz i'll be going to the library later with ayienz.

mi and mi sayang sat at the void deck and just talk for a while. talk about this and that. you'd love to know what we did other than talking, wudn u. hahx! aint gonna tell ya. hahax. lame, i know, but humor mi, y'all!!

at least im getting one uf mi wishes. got to spend some quality girl time with ayienz. so much shit going on in her life may. curse the phucking idiot who let her get away. she's a one in a million catch, y'know. hahax. sounds like im promoting her. sori, syz.

so, will jux go to the library, find some books to borrow. then sit the seat and talk the talk. then, will probably go for dinner. but tgh budget uhz, so see how.

and if yana were to read this, she'd probably go, how can a sponsored student be short uf cash?

well, the answer is simple. a sponsored student can experience cash flow problem when her mum is controlling the account. end uf story.

2005-09-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

haish. am so bored the whole day. actuali planned on staying up the whole night yesterday so i can accompany mi guy to the mrt station this morning at 0645. luckily, i wuz able to hold back mi sleepiness. unluckily, i fell asleep at 0600. haish.

so i woke up around 12-ish. jux sat in front uf the comp. the blogger uat hal lah. cannot republish the blog, what crap lah. haish. ayienz came over. hung out in front uf the comp. misery loves company. hahax. jux talk about whatever and everything. then, time to fetch her sister. went with her. talk some more. finally parted at her block. went home, had dinner and park self in front uf the comp again. mi guy came over at 2030. wanted to help mi with the msn thing. unsuccessful. ouh wells. wuzn hoping for a miracle. then he went home at 2230. so, here i am, once again, parked in front uf the comp. haish. will log off after this entry. promiz.

*_wish for you on a falling star_*